Wobbly!?

My legs are wobbly....so much so that I am doubting if I'll make it downstairs for lunch.

So I admit.

I fell off the wagon...heck...I fell off, rolled down the hill and floated down the lazy river a piece. I let my job and "stuff" make excuses for me...but really...my fault.

As some of you know I started a campaign in 2007 my "29 by 29." I didn't reach my goal, but I came damn close. Beyond the weight loss though, I had my goals in line. I was as organized as I could be in that crazy lifestyle that I was living. Now I am floating through life, half if not a quarter less busy than I was then, and I have gained almost all my weight back, have no set exercise plan and am completely disorganized.

What does this say about me. 1. I am a glutton for punishment. I cannot be motivated unless I am stressed. 2. I have crappy time management skills when I have too much time and not enough stuff to manage. 3. Part of my drive has run out of gas.

So I sat down and made a new plan. It was my "15 point resolution for 2009" which was fun to organize. =) It was basically my 2009 bucket list highlighting my fitness goals, books I would like to read, places I would like to visit and activities I would like to try or restart, etc.

Today I started the action part of the fitness goals, knowing full well that it has been a good long time since I have done anything worth while. It is possible that I pushed myself a smidge too hard, but wow! I am OUT OF SHAPE! Sad really.

So back to the beginning I go. New job, new goals. Beware complacency! Poor Dave, he probably thinks I'll never stop throwing new stuff into the mix.

Any words of wisdom? Or is this normal?

Sunshine and good music

Maybe its just me...but when the sun is shining and there is good music on...all of life's little annoyances seem so much smaller.

It is a beautiful winter Sunday in the south today. Godzilla and Sissy have both secured sunny spots to nap in. =) I am having lunch with my girls and have NOTHING important to do today! Yay!

Quick update...I will be starting my new position as research nurse on March 9th! Wow! I have no idea what I am supposed to do on that day...but I am guessing someone will at least show me where to store my lunch. ;)

I really am going to miss my patients, but it is time to spread my wings and work towards the goal that I set!

I hope everyone is doing well. We'll see if anyone even checks on my blog anymore.

Adios!